When not to believe yourself.

As there are time to believe yourself, there are time to disbelieve yourself... 

There comes the time, 

When i live enough with busy people,

I was starting to believe that, 

there's not such a thing as

human. 

We are just vessels in operation, 

to run the the daily routine,

as perfect as possible.

I was walking on the edge of self- conflict-ion;

in any second, falling into my own trap of believe,

that those humanity tales,

are just old folks stories?

Else, why don't i see them on the streets?

Soon, i'm beginning to believe that

good people are coming to an extinction.

This is the time,

the crucial time that i chose not to believe myself.

This is the time, 

i make an extra effort to pull down all

curtains of judgments,

opens all doors and windows of mine.

The time when i felt darkness was engulfing my whole,

when i see that darkness is how the world moves.

I learn not believe myself,

and i noted the stars,

the moon spoke to me, long enough

that the sun appear from the horizon

and broke through the darkness. 

And lives happen once again.